Mind Blurbs

We all strive to be accepted for something. It's like that shit was drilled in us as children, you know, make sure you smile, stand up straight, don't speak to loud or don't sound uneducated. etc etc. but.. Is this really what life is all about??? Acceptance? I mean what happened to accepting one another for themselves, for being a good hearted person, a person that can make you laugh when you need it or an ear or shoulder .Humans treating each other like equals no matter the social, financial status. It's crazy how I grew up around so much racism, sexism, hate, and that was way before it was so blatantly bad as it is now! Imagine. Living in a world where you feel like you need to fit in or else feel left out. I really don't care for that. I am happy with how my life has turned out. and I can't wait for the many more adventures this world has to offer. Have I made mistakes in my past? hell yea, Have I done things that I regret? Absofuckinlutely! But with all ...

The saying goes " We are all here for a purpose" But the question is, what is your purpose? what are you passionate about? I must suffer from some type of ADD because my mind is always on the go. I go to sleep with my head full of thoughts and i wake up the same way. i want to help in so many ways, but how, where, when? you see, i grew up in a 2 parent home where only one parent was the most loving. i grew up in abuse from my family whether it was emotional,physical,sexual. BUT not from my parents. Growing up thinking that it was normal although it didn't feel "normal" that you were touched,kissed etc. from people you considered family. that was a tough pill to swallow.  getting away from that to only get back into it as a young adult. allowing that person to chatter your dreams of becoming someone important, hearing the i'm sorry's and seeing those crocodile tears only to repeat the same cycle.  growing up always knowing i felt different  but not bei...