Mind Blurbs

We all strive to be accepted for something. It's like that shit was drilled in us as children, you know, make sure you smile, stand up straight, don't speak to loud or don't sound uneducated. etc etc. but.. Is this really what life is all about??? Acceptance? I mean what happened to accepting one another for themselves, for being a good hearted person, a person that can make you laugh when you need it or an ear or shoulder .Humans treating each other like equals no matter the social, financial status. It's crazy how I grew up around so much racism, sexism, hate, and that was way before it was so blatantly bad as it is now! Imagine. Living in a world where you feel like you need to fit in or else feel left out. I really don't care for that. I am happy with how my life has turned out. and I can't wait for the many more adventures this world has to offer. Have I made mistakes in my past? hell yea, Have I done things that I regret? Absofuckinlutely! But with all ...

The saying goes " We are all here for a purpose" But the question is, what is your purpose? what are you passionate about? I must suffer from some type of ADD because my mind is always on the go. I go to sleep with my head full of thoughts and i wake up the same way. i want to help in so many ways, but how, where, when? you see, i grew up in a 2 parent home where only one parent was the most loving. i grew up in abuse from my family whether it was emotional,physical,sexual. BUT not from my parents. Growing up thinking that it was normal although it didn't feel "normal" that you were touched,kissed etc. from people you considered family. that was a tough pill to swallow.  getting away from that to only get back into it as a young adult. allowing that person to chatter your dreams of becoming someone important, hearing the i'm sorry's and seeing those crocodile tears only to repeat the same cycle.  growing up always knowing i felt different  but not bei...

Conversations with people about this subject are always different. What does being Content mean to you? does it mean that you are still,stagnant,stuck, but still smile? does it mean you are settling? or does it mean you are happy with what you have in your life at the moment? so many times we say we are content about our lives, relationships, jobs and start to wonder: is there more? of course their is! there is always more , more adventures,more laughs, more,more more! Life is to short NOT to always think of the future. or is it? why can't we as a society just take it one day at a time? sometimes I think these teens have a point.. but wait.. not giving them to much credit either, sometimes they are waaaaay to lax about life! (we all have that one teen) so i guess my rant is this: WHAT EXACTLY IS BEING CONTENT MEAN TO YOU? I, being the high energy,competitive person I am, always want more.. more happiness, laughs,memories etc. because at the end of the day , when you look back at...

So let's face it. Some of us crave to have important people in our lives because well, It makes life sweeter and easier to deal with...RIGHT? As for me, I'm an extrovert which means I LOOOOOVE that People,Places,Things vibe. I love having my friends and family come over, I love to create memories with people. There's just something about being with the right people in your life that take out the best in me. NOW, don't get it twisted, I have had experiences where I thought the person was "THAT" friend and it turns out, well they weren't. And that's OK too! Life Lessons are what make you stronger and more aware of what and who you need and don't need in your life. So when and if you ever get that chance to meet some pretty fucking amazing people, and you each bring out the best in each other? Cherish That Shit! That type of friendship is like a Unicorn, Unique.. So you might say while reading this, OK Brenda where the fuck does the gut instinc...